Suna's blog

Special Fred KH style

This version always cracks me up. Let's see if it works now.

Sora is Riku's "Special Friend"

Kingdom Hearts is awesome. Say otherwise and I kill.

Yeap

I never want to go back to school again.

Oh, an update.

I didn't get in to Columbia.

... oh well!

And apparently I'm being stalked by someone out of school as well as in school. This is fun?

I feel like I've been stalked before.. oh yeah by that guy who was in the EH class (emotional handicap) in 10th grade who ran after me one day after school and shoved his phone number in my hand. Too bad I was kind of with... let's call him Riku online. That and the fact that I saw him violently push a girl down a small flight of stairs... Anyway I'm not stereotyping him for being EH because my brother is EH too, just saying, it was scary. Riku left a message on his answering machine and that was the end of that.

10th grade was traumatic, let's not talk about it.

By the way, it is not pronounced "spazzycat". It's Spasycah [space] Tiox. two words. Spah-sih-kuh (or.. SpAHH - sick- uh) [pause] Tee-ox. And there is a reason for that, but why answer questions when they haven't been asked?

Ides of March

Happy Ides of March, though it was a bigger deal in Florida..

Et tu, Brute?

Sanctuary

Sanctuary

I never mentioned where my vox title was from ["Nothing is whole, Nothing is broken"].. So here's the song.. Sanctuary from Kingdom Hearts II. The slow version makes me cry.









[the jibberish is backwards lines, most of them say I need more affection than you know but one of them says so many ups and downs]

YrautcnaS

Here it is backwards

Sleepy..

A lot of things are boiling over the top nowadays, and things keep getting out of control. It seems like two inexperienced people can't find a way to mend things, but they have to try.

This is where I would say there is no point, but I'm too tired. So goodnight.

Solitude

I avoid it. I fear it. I abhor it.

..

...yet I yearn for it.

Mmm..

Listless, I feel so listless. Sitting here with my cheek squished into my palm, staring at these liquid pixels doing nothing but nothing with my life. I'm realizing now, a little too late, that I'm screwed for the future. I realized now I've put myself in an ultimatum situation. It's gonna be either hit or miss. Accepted or rejected. Elated or destroyed.

I hate coming here, nothing to do ever. I tried writing, inner turmoil halted that. I tried sleep, and couldn't find a spot to satisfy my mind.

and now I have to eat. to add more annoyance to me at those times I feel useless. huum

Filling the void

Whenever LJ doesn't cut it for me, this is where I turn.

But I've gotta turn right back because it's time for bed.

Whew

It has been one long, hellacious week, so tiring in fact, that even the idea of Friday doesn't make my heart soar. I'm just so exhausted and emotionaly drained that I'm glad I have the weekend as a little mental respite from all the crap that's blown up and rolled over this past week. Phew.

As of right now though, I feel great. I somehow managed to over come the emotional hurricane of terror by some logical thinking and convincing, and now I'm okay and actually feeling pretty nifty! I hope it isn't temporary though.

My mom is singing "Santa Clause is Coming to Town" XD. Christmas.. it feels like it, but then nowadays I just feel like everything is a daze. Or maybe it just seems so miniscule to all of the discoveries I've made in the past week about life. Mmm something to ponder, christmas is still welcomed though!

I'm updating this thin out of BOREDOM. I honestly have no idea how to manage a ..'blog' in which I am not obliged to update everyday. I'm too dedicated to my livejournal. ^^;